when u feel lonely.....

Its been a long day today.... sometimes i would ask myself, do i really need to live like this in whole life? although i know i will be fighting for my business. but its not the same, its juz something that related to ur heart, to ur soul. i tried to find anything to make me happy, make me fun, but its cure less. i watch back a movie series-家好月圓. i dunno bout u all but it makes me feel like i wanna to be apart of them, to have a good family like them. but reality isn't that good... juz hope that i would have a moment like this, even juz a min. it might be ridiculous, but when i watch a touching scene, seriously i brought down my tears...

Is it a very hard to have a happy family?