Does it cares?

I've been that alone since im 15... maybe yes, but no.. cos on and off i still have some frens around me... actually i scared to be alone cos i hope that have a person taht knows me alot. been in a relationship but its hard cos when ur heart is being broke by others then hosei liao... u won't believe in gals anymore.... i would like to find someone but juz the feeling and the shadow keep telling me don't... m not emo, if ur alone then u will know that nobody is hearing ur feelings, ur voice, ur true heart... sometimes u feel like want to hug somebody badly, cried on them... guys is like this, they are strong in outside but is weak in inside so gals pls, be take care of them and give them some care cos they need somebody to care and love with.... anyway, when it will be me? haiz..